Guiltless Miss

Let’s see how this goes.  My orignial thought is I should spell check, etc, but I may just leave everything alone.  There is a forum a post on and they have a drunken thread.  One of the rules is NO backspacing!!  Deal with your mistakes the next day when you are sober.  Let’s see if I can put my OCD away and to …do that for one post.

I haven’t much of intrest to write so I will write about notjinh of interest.  On Mnday I chatted with Headache #2 .  He is working 5 minutes from my place and I haven’t seen him in 3 onths…have barely talked to him.  He menitoned going to dinner and a movie and I said yes.  I fugred FIGURED by now he was well into his Friend Zone position and understood it.  He also mentioned he had to do laundry since he won’t be home thi sweek and I offered up my laundry machines while we go out.

On Thursday he asked for directions to my place again and I told him when he came over, to just come in.  I don’t answer the door and I expect for my friends to treat my place like it is their place.  When he was finally leaving his hotel to get me, I reminded him again in text to just come in.  He got to my place about 6pm and what did he do?  KNOCKED ON THE FUCKING DOOR!!  I told him TWICE not to knock.  If you read the post about him, you will see he has a habit of not listening.

He put his laundry in the washer and we hung out and talked for a bit until he could throw it in the dryer.  It would be dry when we got back.  The conversation seemed strained and I wasn’t too sure how it was foing to go.  We planned on Buffalo Wild Wings and Mission Impossible.  We get there and BWW was closed so we went to Wendy’s.  all fine, this was not a date…just an outing with a friend.

While we were eating, I noticed he woudldn;’t look me in the eye.  Hell he wasn’t even looking me in the boobs, he was looking all over the room.  Did I scare him that much that he can’t even look at me?!!  Thank good ness we were going to a mivie.  Speaking of which, I am watching Transformers.  I love Optimus Prime’s voice and I love Bumblebee!!  did you know the voice of Optimus Prime is also the voice of Eyeore?!  Yup!

Back to the movie, we sat uncomfortably for 2 1/2 hours.  the movie was ok but I wouldn’t have paid for it.  Generally with my NORMAL friends, I can cuddle up to them or hold their hand.  not with him, i was afraid he would think too much of it.  Sigh.  once the movie was over we headed back to my place.  Funny thing?  His gas light came on and he said, “Oh I have to get gas!”  i was like…seriously?  YOu can probably get back to your hotel AND to work on what’s in the tank still.  I told him where the closest gas station was for AFTER he got his laundry and dropped me off.  Weird guy.

He invited me out next week too but i think I will pass.  It was stressful and I don’t get why he couldn’t look at me!!!

Next man problem. … Mr Super Sexy The texts have been diminishing.  The calls less and less.  You don’t even know how sad this makes me.  He seemed so perfect and still does. He says he is super busy at work (retail), but you can’t tell me you don’t have TWO SECONDS to text or call and leave me a voice mail.  I know when I wake, when I park at work, when I take a lunch or break, when I go to bed or am chilling at home I have lots of time to text.  I TEXT LIKE CRAZY!!

Now his next excuse was he HAS sent me texts “I’ve been texting you all day, baby!”  REally? I haven’t gotten any.  One day he said he called and I didn’t answer…my response?  You didn’t leave a voicemail? YOu always leave a voicemail!  He went on about how he isn’t a liar and he wants to spend his life with me.  I don’t know what to think.

Is it even possible to not get texts from him?  with all the technology, is it possible to not get texts from the same person multiple times?  No one else ever tells me they haven’t gotten responses to their texts.

TODAY he was supposed to call me.  I asked him on Tuesday, “what day are you off?”  He said, “Thursday”  I asked if he could call me then because I miss his voice.  he said, and I quote, “”I will, my love.”  There have been a few times now that he hasn’t called me when he said he would.  DO I DISMISS THIS as Girl Brain vs Boy Brain OR do I just assume he is through with me and found someone else to keep him busy?

UGH I am so bothered by this.  I have asked him before to just be honest with me.  He SWEARS everything is good and he wants to come outhere  right after the holidays to “consumate this relationship”.  SIGH.  SO right now I am trying not to be a bitch.  I wnat to text or call him right now and say WTF.  WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK?!!!

Think after all this drinking I will have to do double yoga tomorrow.  LOL.  And maybe I will duck onto..into the mall.  Might be fun watching all the last minute shoppers..which are usually men!

DidI tell you I am watching Transformers?  I love optimus Prime’s voice!!!